Sept 10,
Our sweet family knew we love to go to Ooka’s, a Japanese Restaurant nearby, and when we went for our 50th anniversary, Sept 8, the waitress ushered us to a table that had a gorgeous array of flowers sent to us by our kids. Total surprise. Knowing that this was probably our last anniversary where I will be able to eat our favorite foods we decided to splurge and buy all our favorites knowing we’d be taking a lot home. When we asked for the bill they said not to worry, the kids paid for it. Well, another moment of tears. We wouldn‘t have ordered so much had we known.... An amazing evening.
Our sweet daughter and son-in-law have sacrificed so much to stay with us with their children and a new born. They are here to lovingly support us and cry with us as we see this disease progress. Our likewise amazing son asked me if we feel anxiety over what is happening, and we honestly had to say that we didn’t have time as we were kept so busy helping with the kids. My daughter happily chimed in and said, “Yep, that is why we are here.”
We had two dear friends stay with the kids while our daughter, Ted, and I went to see the Philadelphia LDS Temple Open House. Beautiful! That is where you get the full picture of eternal families. So grateful - beyond words - for that knowledge. So grateful for loving friends.
And due to the weakness in my ankles, back and thighs I got to ride in a wheelchair for the first time. I still came home tired, but it was a beautiful day.
And due to the weakness in my ankles, back and thighs I got to ride in a wheelchair for the first time. I still came home tired, but it was a beautiful day.
I am realizing each day as I slowly lose the ability to function that this is the beginning of my having to conquer my weaknesses: pride, selfishness, impatience, independence, fault finding, being judgmental, holding grudges, worry, -others? I am going to have to let go, and let God take over and rely on his mercy. It could be so easy to fall into Satan’s trap of feeling bitter, and letting one’s worst traits come forth. The love that has been literally poured upon me makes me realize I need to show my immense gratitude by being strong and recognizing each of my blessings, moment by moment. I know that only through the love of the Savior will I be able to do this. Thank you all for your love and prayers. Linda
We love you and are grateful for the opportunity the kids have to spend time with you this semester. I am so thankful that you are willing to share your experiences with all of us.
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